out-of-it

today i called in sick for the first time since... eh, ever. i've been so miserable lately. i'm so "out-of-it" that my apartment resembles that of a crack addict. clothes strewn about everywhere.. prescription and over the counter medication left unopened in any opportune shelf space. i cant seem to shake this cold. i decided to go see a doctor today. i went online and found a doctor that coincidently is orginally from brownsville. that was a pleasant surprise. Right now the diagnosis is a torturous blend of bronchitis, asthma, allergies, congestion in the lungs, sleep apnea and hypertension. yup, im gonna die. :/

i hadnt realized how bad i needed medical attention. :( i just want my head to stop pounding, i want the chills to stop; i want to breathe; stop my eyes from burning; i just want to fo home; i just want sleep; i just want to rip my mangey hair off my head; im just so tired.

im going to go crawl under the covers now. :

by steven saul king